If I kill myself , would I die or will I live on ? This isn't much of a description this is just me saying what I think I was meant too say....The world is so big, big enough for millions of years of struggle , pain , ignorance. Fighting the struggling pain of ignorance today isn't physical ? It's more mental , it's just inside you, it just sits there IN YOUR MIND and it kills you..all the time, What if you could just let it all go ? Would it be worth it ? or would you just be wasting your mind ? What if we were meant too struggle. What if the purpose of life, isn't just too live, but too overcome living and surpass the struggle. What if life is made for you too underestimate yourself, for you too feel like dying, for you too drown yourself in pills, for you too put a barrel against your temple, for your parents too die, for your friends too give up, for everything too go wrong. But YOU are meant too move on ? What if life isn't an opportunity , more of a gift. Something offered, that you can either take....or just drop away into nothing. What if YOU and I are meant to be together ? What if your gay ? What if your ugly ? What if all of these things are here for us too understand....that WE are what make us alive. We as people live because we're continuing too search for the hidden meaning. When maybe there isn't one....things happen just because.....